WOW! I Made It!

I did not imagine forty-five years ago I would be here in 2020. I was 7 and the year seemed impossible to my child's mind. I did not think about the adult things I would face when I faced the year.

I have not blogged much because nobody reads it, but that may be a good thing.
The past years have led me to some dark places. Places that I thought I could control.

Control is only possible if you have a healthy relationship with yourself. I did not.

I thought suicide was an answer because the person I thought should love me couldn't love me. I forgot about other people in my life because this person was supposed to be mine for eternity.

How could a person that pledged himself to you for eternity not love you?
/So, now I am here in 2020 because suicide was not the answer.

I now have many brain/mental health issues but, I am learning to cope, thanks to meds.

Now, let's look at how I have learned to move forward.

1. Choose to be nice to yourself and love yourself every day!

2. Do not let others make you who you are! You teach others how to treat you!

I will continue this blog trying to keep myself on track with staying healthy.

More soon...