Awesome Days

This is an awesome way to find your energy center and use the power God gave us to change our world.

I have found that my heart was closed.

I did not know that I was holding onto some negative energy that had been affecting my life.

I saw my heart as a closed vessel that could not accept any positive energy.

The energy poured over my heart but could not fill it.

I had not dealt with my dad's death. It was keeping me from moving forward without my knowledge.

I finally came to terms with the fact. It opened my heart to many new and exciting things.

The energy that fills me was given to me by God, I just did not know how to find it.

I am so grateful to know that God is blessing me on High with energy to help me grow and evolve.

His Spirit fills us through the energies that course through our bodies. The best way to show God our love for Him is to accept what He wants us to have.

We do not have to feel so separated from Him when His Spirit is the energy that courses through us.

If you want to know how I have learned these things and how to find the energy, leave me a note. LOL No one reads this but me.

New Attitude

I have decided to take a new path.

The past must be left there, and I am doing so.

I have started on a spiritual journey that is carrying me closer to God and His wonderful Creation.

I have begun,

I am taking back what God has given.

The beauty that is around me, the smells that delight me, all of this I am more aware of.

I have taken a vow to be obedient in my way to Him.

 I take the vow each week.

The vow serves to remind me that my time is not my own.

I worship Him in ways I never dreamed of.

This path is a Path of Light.

I use an hour set aside just for worship and evolution in and along the Path.

There is an energy in all of us that God has put there. I want to tap into that energy and use it to better my life and the lives of those around me. I want to use the natural power inside of me to change my perspective.

Perspective is the key.

If you are a worm in a radish, your perspective is that the world is a radish. Once the radish is gone, the worm must adjust to a new perspective or die.

Now, I am the worm and I have and am changing my perspective. Power to change things starts from within.

Stay tuned, there will be more.

WOW! I Made It!

I did not imagine forty-five years ago I would be here in 2020. I was 7 and the year seemed impossible to my child's mind. I did not think about the adult things I would face when I faced the year.

I have not blogged much because nobody reads it, but that may be a good thing.
The past years have led me to some dark places. Places that I thought I could control.

Control is only possible if you have a healthy relationship with yourself. I did not.

I thought suicide was an answer because the person I thought should love me couldn't love me. I forgot about other people in my life because this person was supposed to be mine for eternity.

How could a person that pledged himself to you for eternity not love you?
/So, now I am here in 2020 because suicide was not the answer.

I now have many brain/mental health issues but, I am learning to cope, thanks to meds.

Now, let's look at how I have learned to move forward.

1. Choose to be nice to yourself and love yourself every day!

2. Do not let others make you who you are! You teach others how to treat you!

I will continue this blog trying to keep myself on track with staying healthy.

More soon...